GWENsayys!

01.01.11!!!

2011-01-01T00:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPEH NEW YEAR FOLKS!!!
Parteh the night away and countdown is over, it's 12.43 now, should go to bed soon.

JUST POPPED UP TO SAY,

I wish everyone a great, happy, and fulfilling year ahead.

CHRISTMAS!!!

2010-12-25T17:12:00.005+08:00

~Rudolph the red-nose reindeer, has a very shiny nose!!!~

Merry Christmas Humans!!!

Had Christmas Eve dinner at Conrad Hotel's Oscar's. Food was good, especially the Foie Gras. HOHOHO, I <3>

Shiok not?! HAHA.

On the Winter Solstice (22nd Dec) or 冬至,

We ate at Conrad Hotel's Golden Peony, with the cute NG FAMILY and the cutest AH MA.

Joke of the day (you might need to know that the waitresses have super good service and I know most of them there) :

(Toilet bowl flushes itself just before I press it.)

Me: Mon (my sis), you know the service here at Conrad Hotel is really good!

Mon: Why leh?

Me: Even the toilet flushes without me pressing it! Talk about good service!

Mon: (LOL)

WISHING ALL OF YOU A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS

AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

P.S.: This is my 100th post on Christmas!!!

2010-11-28T10:25:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! Christmas is finally coming again! My favourite time of the year is coming again! Santa Claus is coming to town! Haha...

And this is my 99th post!!! On Christmas, I will post my 100th post! COOLNESS!

My wishlist is up too... ;)
WAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, had a wonderful day at the TeenSupreme auditions, although I had to bear with a few... singers... But PERENNIAL ROCKED THE STAGE!!! PERENNIAL!!! INEZ, GWENDOLYN, JOLYN, DARYL. Best dancers and choreographers!

I have a few Christmas parties, and of course the TeenSupreme Finals!!! Will go support them.

I will post my next post on 25th December 2010! Till then!

Super Promise Breakerssss.

2010-11-05T12:00:00.001+08:00

又不守信用了吗？！>:(

OUTING DETAILS!!!

2010-10-16T09:42:00.002+08:00

SOOOOO...

WE HAVE TONGYAN AT 12.30!!! Then meanwhile, the rest will eat at Pizza Hut for lunch.
So actually those who are watching the show must eat first...
So now those who watch horror movie you want us to sit with you all while you all eat? Then if it's like that we will meet at 11.30 at Plaza Singapura. Then you all eat then walk to Cathay.

I checked tongyan is how long, then I realised we have one hour to walk walk before we go to MindCafe. So the rest will walk down to meet those watching movie at 1.30. Then we will walk walk at Cathay before going to MindCafe.

IS THAT OKAY??? Reply at the TAGBOX!!!

OUTING DETAILS!!!

2010-10-15T15:16:00.002+08:00

So those who are watching movies, there's only horror movie choice now :)
We have 童眼!!! Cathay no have Bestseller ):

Who canceled out non horror coz not much to watch. Life as we know it is NC16. Or R21. I forgot liao. So those not watching movies, will go down to Plaza Singapura for Cheesy 7 pizza at Pizza Hut!!! And if we have time maybe we walk around Plaza Singapura lah.

Then we will walk down to Cathay to meet those watching horror movies, then walk down together to MindCafe.

So please tell me who are going for Pizza, and who are willing to watch horror movie.

Thank you!!!

I feel so bad, like a spoilsport!

2010-10-02T15:20:00.001+08:00

I need to study, so I can't go out. Why not you guys go?

I'm fine home alone, you guys can really leave me at home...

BYEBYE EOY Advance Examination 2010!!!

2010-10-01T15:34:00.002+08:00

The first day of OCTOBER 2010!!! 2 more months before Christmas, 1 more before our holidays. ISN'T THAT GREAT?!

Advance Examinations are over!!! We're done with English Paper 1 & 2 and Geography. I'm left with Literature, Chinese Oral & Paper 2, Maths and Science! Study subjects are Literature and Science, and practise for Maths.

I'm looking forward!!! Esp. when it's all over, we'll go on an outing to MindCafe!!! ISN'T THAT AWESOMENESS?!

Yup yup, let's hope this ends quickly. I'M LOOKING FORWARD!!! HAHA. :P

Adios!!! Ciao!!! Zhoi Gin!!!

Oh, today is Saturday...

2010-09-25T19:00:00.001+08:00

I have only one thing to say : 你果然不受信用。

I WANT THAT WATTIE BOTTIE!!!

2010-09-22T22:26:00.006+08:00

Hey guys!!! This blog is well, half-alive at least. HAHA so I've been busy preparing for the EOYs. WHOA STRESS!!! But alright, I'll just take it as it comes and look forward to the outing with the clique!

Check this out! I want this wattie bottie!!! The model I want is the 2nd one and the 4th one from your left.

It's called OTF, or On-The-Fly by Nalgene. It's super coolness! Just push the metal bar down, then press the button and the cap pops up just like that! Holds 24oz of water and it is easy to hold and drink! Great for normal days and choir, so I don't have to kneel down just to have water. That sucks.

But I don't think it's in Singapore yet!!! It just came out in August at USA. BOOHOO. Mummy says she's bringing me to Sports Connection on Saturday to get it. But I guess we gotta call it off already, if they don't sell it. Will go get it once they have stock!!! But I'm still praying that there's stock in Sports Connection. I LOVE THIS BOTTLE!!! AND I WANT THIS BOTTLE!!! And it's stated that it IS easy to wash the mouth piece area. So Mum, ALLOW ME TO BUY IT OKAY...

It's 10.30 and I'm home alone :(

I am tired, and not going to school tomorrow. Got dermatologist appointment. I really hope the doctor makes my skin well. BOOHOO. I hate it. I don't feel good in my skin, you may say?

I WANT THE WATTIE BOTTIE!!!!!!

YAY! I sort of know what I want...

2010-09-05T20:38:00.003+08:00

Holidays Homework:
Science Assignment
~~Chinese Formal Letter~~
~~Maths EOY Paper~~
English Summary & Commentary
Literature Project

YOOHOO PEEPO!!! So high right now coz it's the holidays! But the homework and EOY, SIGH. But after that, it's party time right!!! Let's think of where to chill out with the clique!!!

Re-watching some shows now(谈情说案 NOW), coz I find nothing to do. Too bad I can't go to Hongkong because of school. It was at a damn cheap price thanks to duafish but cannot go :(

Now the couple is breaking up... BOOHOO! But they'll get back together later :)

I WANNA WATCH MISCHIEVOUS KISS!!! Gotta wait till Friday.

Get Out, Right Now.
It's the end of you and me.
It's too late, and I can't wait for you to be gone.
Coz I know, about her,
And I wonder how I bought all the lies.
You said that you would treat me right,
But it was just a waste of time.

Streaming is the next BIG thingus.

2010-08-27T21:18:00.003+08:00

Had streaming briefing just now and whoa was it stressful. Speaking of stressful, straight after Mr Wong said don't give peer pressure, Hsin started preaching to me about triple sciences. I know it's good and I believe I can make it if I'm focused, but my results like to fluctuate and I am afraid of the SPAs and my Humanities. Your sister can do it coz she's clever, she's great in studying and you can too... but I won't be able to handle it.

In a dilemma now of what to choose. The courses I want in Polytechnic are all life sciences. Got some great ones in TP. Yup... but now I'll go around looking for some people who have been in life sciences in Poly to help me, tell me what each course does. The names of the couses complicate them. Weeeellll, wish me good luck for the streaming!!! But I know I can do it - if I'm focused.

You, Me,
We're face to face but we don't see eye to eye.
It's like fire in rain,
you can drive me insane,
but I can't stay mad at you for anything.
We're Venus and Mars,
we're like different stars,
but you're the harmony to every song I sing,
and I wouldn't change a thing.

Hey guys I'm back!!! XOXO, Gwenniegirl

2010-08-20T22:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah guys, I'm back to post coz I'm free today.

Well, looking forward to Mind's Cafe tomorrow. It's the best hangout place ever... and low cost too :) Should bring the gang there someday.

Well, done well for maths. Was 95%. But my chinese was shitty. Bloody shit. I really will cry because it failed for stupid reasons like not enough time and not being careul enough. But i'm doing every single thing i can do turn this around. At least to pass it. But since these are all carelessness, i'll try really hard in the eoy and save this pathetic state i'm in. The last resort? Quit Higher Chinese, which i am thinking about... if i can only get a b4 in higher cl(which i always do...) and minus 2 bonus, i'm left with 2 but i'm really confident i will be able to get an a1 in normal chinese and i have only 1. So it makes absolute sense to quit. Really.

But now quitting or not, is thinking if i wanna go jc or not. Lotsa people tell me to go to jc, but personally, i don't want to. But i don't want to choose what i like and have other people telling me it's a waste and stuff, or choose what they tell me to, and dislike it forever.

It's really like i'm stuck. Someone help me. At least tell me something more constructive then "go to jc" or "give up HCL" or "continue!" or ... yeah you get the idea.

I mean, it's near the end of the year... i have to start thinking about this, and then plan through. Probably mum was right, you can't plan everything. But i really don't know what to choose. i mean, i don't mind getting into jc having to do chinese. but WHAT IF, i am capable of getting a1 in HCL in OLEVELS and my 2 bonus points was helpful to my overall? WHY AM I PILED UP WITH WHAT IF'S?!

I am really stressed. I don't know what to choose! I mean, i know what subjects i want, i just don't know if i should continue taking higher chinese. After typing this, i'm feeling even more stressed out.

Should i pick what i want, and endure all the, "OMG WHAT A WASTE!" statements, or choose what others tell me to, and hate the choice for the rest of my life?

My blog is soooo dead. Trying to keep it alive when I'm almost dead. Smashed dead with tests, HW... blah

2010-07-22T19:06:00.002+08:00

Okay. So yeah, the title says it all.
Next week, we're having our common tests. Eew.Busy with the dumb Macbeth filming. Later, at night must rush through the props. It's gonna be very stressful, my teammates, but we can do it right? Probably this is the Gwendaline spirit bah. Never give up!!! Unless it's maths sums and you have the answer key and you REALLLY are clueless :P

1hr later...

Okay so now i'm doing my props. I'm in charge of fillet of fenny snake, witches' mummy, some kind of berry and dragon scale. Well, gotta concentrate. See ya guys soon!

Sorry Japan Day 3 PUBLISHED LATE

2010-04-13T17:07:00.003+08:00

Day 3

YAY!!! I finally got into the mood of publishing JAAAPPPPAAANNN!!! Day 3

For breakfast- croquette bread (OMG you may think it's a weird combi but trust me it TASTES DAMN GOOOOOOD!!! It blends so well!!!) corn soup (BEST DAMN CORN SOUP I EVER HAD!!! I can't explain it using words!!!)

Then we went down to a flea market. Then went to Harajuku to see cosplay. Guess it was to early or something so we only saw 2 -.-" Simonne had onigiri and drank veg soup. Then went to Asakusa.

Lunch- Katsu Omelette Fried Rice (it's those type of fried rie when the egg nicely wraps the rice)

There's a famous Guanyin Temple. Threw 2 coins to make a wish and clap clap. Outside the Guanyin temple Simonne and I drew lots. Walked on the streets outside the temple and bought lotsa stuff till my daddy ATM out of service :P Then went for tea break. Then went back to nearby the hotel to have dinner!

Dinner- Fried fish (you can find this in singapore. the fish is fried till een the bones are edible, like potato chips!) Grilled codfish and deep-fried tofu (the outside is dry but the inside is tofu-soft!)

And so we went back to the hotel ;)

JAPAAAAANNN!!! Day 2

2010-03-24T13:14:00.003+08:00

Day 2

Went for breakfast at this place called Chococro. Found out the people there damn considerate and clean. They will classify the rubbish on their tray into paper and plastic. First they will throw away the excess food into the bin, then throw the plastics into another bin and papers into another bin. Then they will use the tissue they used to clean all the excess rubbish, throw the tissue into the paper bin then put their tray aside, the metal utensils aside and cups aside.

Went to Sario Puroland. Saw an 'out-of-his-mind' guy, he wore a mickey mouse wizard hat, held onto a mickey mouse wand and went into Sanrioland and took pictures again and again and again.

Ate at Sanrio Puroland. I had ramen, dad had ramen, simonne had a special Puroland bento(the bento was shaped into a sanrio character and we could bring it home aftre we finish the food!) and mum had rice if i;m not wrong. Went shopping there and watched a 3D action show and took the character ride and took some pictures, came out of there after lunch.

While walking back to the hotel to put our loots, the wind was strong and GWEN DID IT AGAIN! She helped catch a flying paper for 2 local girls with her legs!

Then we went to take a train to get to Shibuya.

Here's the story. Dad was super comical, this is HIS story. Listen carefully now-

We decided on the place to go, in the end he bought a ticket- a wrong one at that. He bought a pasmo ticket, something like our ez-link card. So in the end mum, mon and i bought the one use ticket while dad help on to their local ez-link card.

Then the pasmo ticket was supposed to be tapped- just like our ez-link, but dad went to put it into the one use ticket slot- the slot where the gate punched your tickt, and it got stuck. The officer had to come out and get it for dad.

Okay so we finally got into the train station now and onto the train. We took the train for 1 station, and dad said, "EH WRONG TRAIN EH!" so we got off on the next station and asked a local school-girl around my age, to realise it's the right train. So we took the next train that came.

Took all the way and was supposed to alightbut we continued then got off at the terminal and took the opposite train to go back two stations where we were supposed to alight. Then transferred another train to finally get to our final destination. But dad say we haven't reach, so we waited for awhile, but EVERYONE was getting off, so we just got off and found out we were there already.

@ Shibuya, went to shop at 109, walked on the streets, went into a dog shop and saw some new-born puppies. Saw a really cute one biting its own tail then continued shopping. Went for dinner- super shiok steamboat with super shiok soup with chicken, tau pok, tofu and veggie, fried udon, and rice with plum. Then took the train back again.

Bought the train tickets , went to the train platfrom, took to Meidaimae, then got off. Then we need to transfer train. I walked infront, and Dad gave me directions to the other train platform. At one place he told me,"Turn right. No wait turn left. No No right!" Mum, Mon, and I laughed until like crazy.

So we finally reached the train platform. Train comes. We got on for 15s then Dad told us wrong. So we quickly got off. Luckily the train hadn't moved yet. So we took the correct train. Comical Epic Fail.

Got back to near the hotel, felt hungry again. So we went to see how different their local Macs is. Bought a bacon and potato pie and fries. Then hotel sweet hotel and we laughed and joked and whatever in dad and mum's hotel room and worked out itinerary for the next day.

Okay I'm too lazy to post photos. PLEASE GO DOWN TO FB TO LOOK AT THE PHOTOS.

JAPAAAANNNNN!!!!!

2010-03-24T12:00:00.005+08:00

1st Day

Took the plane(7hours incl. 1 hour difference= 6hours plane+1hour diff).
Then took the bus to our hotel(which took a damn 4 hours= 2hours+2hours jam coz it's peak period).

The bus arrived at the airport DAMN FREAKISHLY ON TIME. 16.50 scheduled to arrive and seriously it arrived at 16.50 sharp. CHOP.
The bus was full. But it was damn quiet. Like we were the noisiest. We kept whispering around. HAHA.

So the bus trip took 4 hours coz there was a jam and we reached at 21.30. Then dad's friend talked to dad at the hotel lobby and mum, mon and i checked-in. Went up to put our luggage and change to jeans(i was wearing a t-shirt and leggings)(it was cold, quite), took about 40 mins, then went downstairs to the lobby to look for dad to go for dinner(yup, we have't had dinner yet. super hungry :P). Waited for their talk to end. Mum asked me to sit down while waiting ad I told her, "SIT AGAIN?!". LOL.

Walked out of the hotel, SHUCKS. ALL THE RESTAURANTS CLOSED AT 10. UH OH. So walked back to hotel, hotel restaurants were all closed too. So we asked the receptionist was there a restaurant that was still open. Nearest one was a few mins walk from the hotel. Fine so we walked there. Had dinner- mine was spaghetti, then dad had a set of udon and rice with veggie tempura, mon had some hamburg and mum had a piece of katsu(fried pork?). Yeah so that was the first day. Second day is on the next post. OH RIGHT! Pictures!!!!

Flooded by homework...

2010-03-15T21:19:00.002+08:00

Can you believe it?! I actually forked out the time to blog! It's 9.20 at night, and I finished my homework assigned for the day, so I decided I should give myself a little break.

This is the first time I'm being so enthusiastic in my holiday homework coz I'll be off to Japan from 19th-24th March. Singapore is totally steaming... Super warm in here! Can't wait to be there at Japan in the cool(or cold) weather.

So tomorrow I'm going to continue to work through my homework, but I'm not looking forward to DNT and IPW work. Nvm, time is gonna fly by, so I'll be done in no time! Chiong Chiong Chiong!!!

CNY!!!

2010-02-13T15:31:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY EVERYONE!!! It's another year already! Hope everyone has a healthy, wealthy, happy tiger year!

祝大家新年快乐，学业进步，身体健康，笑口常开！

Gravity- Pixie Lott

Every time I’m ready to leave, always seem to be, pullin’ in the wrong direction
Divin’ in with no protection
Man, you can’t keep steerin’ me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin’ me back, pullin’ me in
Why you pullin’ me back, pullin’ me in
Just like gravity
Gravity
Stop pulling me
Gravity

2010-02-05T19:44:00.002+08:00

Super tired, super busy.

Due to high demands for updates, I will entertain these requests.
IKEA yesterday was enjoyable other than the 'seeing people eat meatballs' part. my mouth was watering and i went around smelling everyone's plate. super unglam, but so bad i can't eat!!! BOOHOO.

Been getting these weird sensitive stuff over my cheeks that feel like mosquito bites. Is it because it's too hot in my mask? HAHA. Anyways, gotta go take my dinner.

Ciao! Sayonara! Zhoi Gin! Bye! Zai Jian!

Updating again

2010-01-24T14:12:00.002+08:00

Looks like it's been so long since I updated. But eh, Sec 2 life is stressful. Agreed?

Looking for some new songs to download. But these few days got very little new songs. Anyone can suggest some?

It's Sunday. I've been wanting to do my homework but hey, Sundays are distracting. I gotta finish that History and Art homework. Then slowly work my way through my two compositions.

I just thought it's been so long since I updated, I had to update it with some rubbish. Or what do I want my blog for?

So... I'm song searching now. Guess I'll go do my work after downloading some songs.

Boxing Day

2009-12-26T10:26:00.002+08:00

Today is Boxing Day, but I've got no presents to 'box'. Ya Hsin, I've got your present ready! Haiz... This year's christmas super no spirit.

Fringe rocks my socks. HAHA. Seriously. Fringe rocks like nobody's business. I love Fringe. Fringe... Fringe... Fringe... Peter Bishop... Peter Bishop... Olivia Dunham... Olivia Dunham... Philip Broyles... Philip Broyles.

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried to get you off my mind, but it don't get no better as each day goes by. And I'm lost and confused, I've got nothing to lose. Hope to hear from you soon. P.S. I'm still not over you.

Oh I don't care whatever anyone says. Even if anyone curses, I only look at you. Even if I were born again, it's merely only you. Even if I say that I love you a thousand times, even if I say it ten thousand times. Even if my heart burns so much that my mouth goes dry. Even if I were born again, it's merely only you.

make-a-wish partay.

2009-12-23T12:44:00.000+08:00

OMG. I just found out I wasted my the christmas wish. I want a Dickies BAG. Not a board game now. Haiz.

Roller-butting

2009-12-12T15:07:00.002+08:00

Went to walk/jog/rollerblade with DUAfish(da yi).

Afraid that I'm going to fall, wound and contaminate myself, Ah Mei(My cousin Julin) hold me on the right side, Uncle Hoosun(da yi husband) on the left. And I always fall on my butt. EH! Okay la I'm not superwoman, last time learn from Julin before but got 2,3 years never rollerblade liao, so forgot everything.

First lesson: Stand up and try to fall on your knees. (Teaches how you should fall, not on your butt, but your knees)

Second lesson: Walk in a V-shape (Teaches your feet to stay still and not roll about when you're moving the other feet)

Third lesson: Go up a slope. (Teaches you to have speed and teaches legs to be strong and sturdy)

Third lesson ERROR: If have not practiced Second Lesson for many times, no strong, sturdy legs, bend your knees and get two folks to drag you up.

Misunderstandings: There are no 'Stop Buttons' on the rollerblades or guards. Use the stopper at the back. Simonne, remember, no 'Stop Buttons' :P This is just funny la kay. I know you blurted it without thinking la. No embarrassness here okay.

Bad Romance.

2009-12-08T14:26:00.004+08:00

RAH RAH AH AH AH
ROMA ROMA MA
GAGA OOH LALA

WAH!!! can't stop chanting.

& my laptop needs to be sent to hongkong for repair. UGH.
&& listen to ALL my songs. very nice. trust me.

i said long ago that lady gaga isn't ugly. nobody believe me. watch bad romance mtv and see the close up during the chorus. not ugly can!

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on.

2009-11-24T00:29:00.002+08:00

Read the title of this post? Yup, I picked that up from a random quote web- and I guess it describes me. LIFE GOES ON. I had found SO many favourite quotes.

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on." ~Robert Frost
"There is only one happiness in life -- to love and to be loved." ~George Sand
"Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forward." ~Soren Kierkegaard
"Where there is love, there is life."~ Mahatma Ghandi
"A friend walks in when everyone else walks out."~ Unknown
"A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him, I may think aloud."~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

And these are just the few that I liked!

YAY! HAHA! Some people just don't reply my sms-es even after 3 days. I hate looking for people who don't look for me. RAWR! (in human language)

Mummy's flown away-ay-ay...

2009-11-20T23:42:00.009+08:00

mummy flew off to daddy alr! haha now we're raiding the master bedroom; we, sis and me

granny came over to stay with us. hee. they just called to say mummy reach liao. mummy say dere is cold cold cold until nose want to drop liao. haha. but i still guess it'll be great if sis and i can go too. i wanna go!

i promised ya hsin next time i'll get a dog and put it right in her face! MUAHAHA! yapadee duper. she hates these cute little critters. I LOVE 'EM! esp. dogs! esp. toy poodles, portugese water dogs, and yorkshire terriers. OH GOSH!!! but i love all dogs. i guess they're much easier to talk to then some other human. at least they'll listen to you, and they will not react like how some other people will react.

SO TO SUMMARISE: mummy, enjoy your stay there! (thru the cold weather)

& dogs rock!

portugese water dogs! ^^

toy poodle! ^^

yorkshire terrier! ^^

I'm MELTED...~~~

I always melt infront of animals. That day i was watching an animal planet show, and i started smiling at the animals. I mean like those furry ones and also dolphins. No scaly ones. But i still think tigers and lions are cute too. And um no geckos and snakes and those sorta' stuff. But yup, I LOVE ANIMALS! I smile REALLY sweetly at 'em. It's like some kinda' magnetic attraction. I LOVE to play with them. Ah... I have to own a dog when i grow up. I just can't imagine the grief when it's old and dying.

New Songs!

2009-11-14T14:12:00.001+08:00

Oh YES lix i'm sure you'd love this. i saw linda chung's new album and loaded the songs that are nice in. so many of 'em! stay here and listen kayy! haha

Oh YES they are nice. OMG!

Okayys actually nothing much la. Just come in to tell you guys 'bout the songs.

Perfumey and candley... and ethanoly?

2009-11-02T13:00:00.002+08:00

Today in science enrichment class we made our own perfume and candles! but not very happy with the perfume. Wadever! anyway i made it myself, so i have GOT to be happy with it. Yup, going back to choir soon. Gotta leave house at 2.30

You all ah, ask me to update more. Update until i got nothing to say... speechless :X

...uh... still got wad?... eh... um... erm... ah... yeah... so... um...

OH! YEAS! Halloween!
Haha on saturday, the asian civilisation museum got free admission! So we went there.
Then they have some people dressed up for halloween. the ACM volunteers, got a male chinese ghost with long long long hair infront of his face (i scared of him the most!), and got 2 or 3 ninja, got a few monsters and stuff! Super cool.

We were looking at some artefacts and suddenly a monster stand behind us. When we turn around, got scared man!!!

Then even the public dressed up for halloween! hope i had dressed up.

but some volunteers at ACM were supposed to give us sweets. Just approach them and say, 'trick or treat!'

That's why i love halloween.

Class distribution

2009-11-01T13:05:00.002+08:00

Being posted to 2E6. Me and Ya Hsin split. I expected that, so I wasn't really surprised when I saw that. Samantha cried in the foyer until Ms Lim came over to console her. Our whole class split, but were more or less intact coz lots of us were posted to 2E6.

Samantha cried, then soon after Jia Yi cried, then Hui Qi cried, then Jie Lin cried. Only Zoe and I were strong enough to keep our tears back! :P

So this is just the update on the class posting. See YA!

Bio Chem RAWKS!

2009-10-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

today we did bacteria culture on E.Coli. Super fun! Just that turning the bunsen burner on was super scary. I kept thinking it would burst XS

Shiyi started taking photos with Mr. Skeleton and i thought it was impressive, so ya hsin and i took photos with him too!

i even noticed that sea turtle next to Mr. Skeleton. Duh he has some charisma!

we're gonna know which class we'll get into next year tomorrow, super worried. already know peixuan is seperated from us. So sad.

i'll stop here la, keep it short 'n' sweet. NIGHT!

Updates!

2009-10-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

Yep alright alright updates updates. EOYs are over over so so over! yesterday was the last paper, then we changed in school and hid the outside clothes from the security guards by putting on school uniform outside. WOOHOO! and yup, we got thru. then went to iluma to watch 500 days of meat... um i mean summer. then shopping at bugis!

dad was home during the EOYs, but i am so guilty for not having the time to spend with him. BUT he's coming back for christmas!!! CHRISTMAS!!! hear the bells jingle!!! Rudolph the red nose reindeer, had a very shiny nose~~~ yup, i love X'MAS. and new year XO

and then today went off to far east to buy some clothes. bought a vest, 2 graphic tees, a pair of high-waist shorts! AH! but biggie hole in the pocket. so heart-wrenching.

okayys, so here are the updates. will be back some day again.

xoxo,
GwenGwen

DAMN flu bug... SHOO!!!

2009-09-17T14:03:00.002+08:00

Having flu and cough. Damn the flu bug. Get it to go away. Taking antibiotics, hoping it will go away quick! I have an exam to take!

Mummy ordered nice JOLT jeans and TOMMY HILFIGER skirt. But, they were too big- or did i slim down? Sigh, i really love the TOMMY HILFIGER skirt.

Daddy's comin back on saturday! WOOT! Another party time with daddy before i have to take the EYE.

Gwenieee is afraid to pass the germs around, but mum and sis already got it from me. I got mummy's cough.

got MC till friday, so gotta skip the lit competition today. so sad. i really wanted to join, and relive the speech and drama fever from last time. i had to stop coz no more classes for my age, but it was alr quite advanced class alr.

So, i gotta go. Feeling drowsy from the meds alr. i guess i'm having hallucinations alr. till next time!

Sorry!!! Gomenasai!

2009-09-02T21:59:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry bout not updating for so long coz i'm covering myself with work... and PLAY! HAHA... so suddenly thought of coming to my blog and so many people are urging me to update this almost-dead blog. So i thought i'd announce something happy today.

Inez butt(cousin) is acomin' to teach me guitar!!! woosh woot! SOOOOOOO happy!!! estatic, elated, oh-so happy! Those who know me would know how much i really want to learn guitar. Those in 1e5 probably would know. Aww... still can't get over the excitement! Now watching the taiwan serial 'fated to love you'. nice show, i watched it twice! updates on teachers' day.

made cookies for teachers' day prezz... so today asked miss lim how was it and she hadn't had it yet! she said she put it in the fridge though. I'm just afraid that it would not be crispy. so... let's try asking the other teachers tomorrow.
went back to khs yesterday and saw all my friends. it's been a year! talk to them virtually, didn't even use the web cam. was soooooo excited... hope i get the group photo soon!

gotta let mama use the com. CIAO! Oyasuminasai! Nights!

Heyaas!!!

2009-07-23T17:15:00.008+08:00

HAHA!!! got so many pictures to post, and this would be a really long post compared to my other posts kay...

These are from yesterday, when we went shopping at haji lane...

Tiana!!! So sweet!!!

these are my loots!!! haha...

and these are from racial harmony day!!! thanks to jiang lao shi for transferring them to us!

It was damn fun!!! But many ppl changed after recess... i think that defeats the purpose... but anyway, wear half day is better den don wear... so yea... okay lor...

For me? I even wore it to the hospital!!! the one i wore wasn't very hot, and the shawl's material is alot better than the others... so i totally love my suit! jia yi is nyonya eh... miss tan and jiang lao shi look nice don't you think?

Racial Harmony Day!

2009-07-12T14:49:00.002+08:00

YAYzers! Totally love the school for offering free 8R photo and free 2 merit points for all peepz in turn for 100% of people in one class to wear traditional costume. TOTALLY hope that all 1e5 peepz wear traditional costume. DON"T LOSE TO 1e6!!! HAHA... So ya hsin and me going little india to buy indian costume with me mum coz that's the cheapest..

nigel's birthday's almost up.. i thought of doing something for him.. but wad ah?! lols.. thought of doing angel clay for him, but dunno, i ran out of it... samantha's still not done coz nid ya hsin's help with it... anyway.. sewing now... i still haven't finished my lucky sewing bag.. LATER GUYS!

HOT! HOT! My BUTT is Burning!!!

2009-06-26T22:26:00.005+08:00

HOT! HOT! My butt's burning!!! BAHH... can't stand the dreadful weather here! And the dreadful homework! But still, looking forward to go to school coz I love BIOlogy!

Here is a vid from yesterday's fun TOWER session with KAWAN! And..... Action!

haha this is really cute...

Glasses!

2009-06-19T23:59:00.001+08:00

Today, went to go get some specs. LOLS... had fun there. show you a few pictures.

have you seen the a-gogo princess lately?

what about the spastic bookworm?

Sian-sationeee gwendalineee

2009-06-12T18:13:00.002+08:00

Sian Sian Sian(bored bored bored)!!! Nothing much to do lar... lot's of homework, but today no time to do...

Anyways, loved the trip with KAWAN yesterday! Totally played like super-craze! JENGA! A tower becomes a swaying tree with a very thin bark! Muahahaha! Culprit? ME! We'll do it again!!! Try look for more people la(:

Just came back from school... had to attend choir. WEE! choir!

Just loaded two new *non-scary* songs... I HOPE... so enjoy! two of my fav songs.

Can't wait for monmon-sweetiepie hols! starts on the 15th... so we could go out with KAWAN again and go shopping.

Sad to say, been procrastinating bout my work lately. Those who know me, know that that's me! Really scared can't finish work lor! but yet, I still procrastinate. ??? wad a weird girl.

waiting for lotsa stuff... for H1N1 to be over so can go japan, for teachers day so can meet vanvan and fellow 5/2 classmates... and blah... blah .... blah...

waiting is so painful~~
there are no boundaries~~~

Hic... Hic! HIC!... oops....

2009-06-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

Have been hiccup-ing for the past few hours.

Right after podcast finished at 3(we left early), I went on the car and started to hiccup.
Then, it stopped for about 30-60 mins and it came back again. And I woke my parents up from their nap.
Then, it stopped again for 60-120 mins... and Hic...Hic! HIC! it all started again... until a few mins ago it finally stopped... oh gosh...

SO NOISY!!! Haha... later it may jst wake me up in my sleep... T.T Cross my fingers and hope not!

2009-05-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

sorry my bad for not posting pictures for so long coz i decided that posting pictures on blogger is really troublesome... so here's some pics taken during my birthday and from my school mac-lab. taken with photo booth.

MY BIRTHDAY! haha really cute baby tristan and that's sarah... my good friend
and now those taken in school...

in each and every photo, your left is ya hsin, right is samantha and middle is who but me!

Incosideration

2009-05-13T11:31:00.000+08:00

Stupid people living upstairs! We're hanging our clothes and they hang a dripping wet floor mat there... and then even threw those vacuum cleaner dust out on our clothes. We scream at them they had the face to say "21 ah? 21 ah?" (we're living on the 21st floor).

Damn it! Such inconsiderate people! they don't have hands to squeeze dry ah? don't have common sense people oso hanging their clothes issit? only the hang clothes ah? water bills very cheap ah? they waqnna pay for us ah?

Lols... Series of funny events...

2009-04-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

Lols today went to school, there was nothing interesting... then came Yi Dian's speech... HAHA!

Yi Dian: the book is about.......Good morning
Class: HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Yi Dian: ..................... then the father married again.
Miss Lim: Item?
Yi Dian: The item is..... my shoe. *lifts leg to touch shoe*
Class: HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

After everything Zoe came to me to ask if he said "then the father married a gay?"
LOLS~ the good morning part should be he forgot to greet teacher bah...

~What a blockhead. (= [referring to yi dian]

Just nice Yan Qi gave me a sweet just before the speech... I almost swallowed the whole sweet while laughing. But it was a good laugh... I've never laughed so heartily for quite long... coz nothing to laugh about lahs... (:

Miss Lim laughed with us too... I think she had a tough time trying to hold it back. (:

But he was really very soft... My ear was like... going to run to his mouth already... cannot hear a thing...

So goes a day... with alot of homework... Got to learn 25 cheng yu, learn 3 chinese poem for mo xie and maths... still got Bill's homework...

Anything...

2009-04-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

Don't think this song is an old song... it only sounds like that in the start... I'm tlling you it rocks! Don't even think about pausing it!
Anything by JoJo
(It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you
There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do)
Yo I don't know
What you do when you do what you do boy
But baby baby baby baby
I don't even care no more
You've got me so
Caught up in ya spell, it's voodoo boy
Well baby baby baby babe
I wanna be there for sure
Cause every time that we rendezvous
I don't wanna go back home
And every time that I'm holding you
There ain't no way to let you go
Just shut it down boy, the game is through
I don't wanna play no more
Cause the only one that
I want is you
So tell me what you wanna do because baby
Cause I just can't stay away
There's nothing that I can do
And baby you can have your way
Just as long as I can have you
And I'd do anything baby, do anything for ya
And I'd do anything baby, do anything for ya
Now I've been told
That you got you a few and you ain't sure
But baby baby baby baby
You gon wanna let em go
Cause I've been sold
On you, I don't check for dues no more
Cause baby baby baby baby
You the way I wanna roll
Cause every time that we rendezvous I don't wanna go back home
And every time that I'm holding you
There ain't no way to let you go
Just shut it down boy, the game is through
I don't wanna play no more
Cause the only one that I want is you
So tell me what you wanna do because baby
Cause I just can't stay away
There's nothing that I can do
And baby you can have your way
Just as long as I can have you
And I'd do anything baby, do anything for ya
And I'd do anything baby, do anything for ya
I'm down anything, boy you and me
It's the way you know it's supposed to be
Cause I would do anything for you baby
I'm down anything, boy you and me
Should be doin what comes naturally
Baby cause I
Cause I just can't stay away
There's nothing that I can do
And baby you can have your way
Just as long as I can have you
And I'd do anything baby, do anything for ya
And I'd do anything baby, do anything for ya
Cause I just can't stay away (Ooh no)
There's nothing that I can do
And baby you can have your way
Just as long as I can have you
And I'd do anything baby, do anything for ya
And I'd do anything baby, do anything for ya

Roll the credits

2009-04-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

Roll the credits by Paula Deanda
(Roll, roll the credits)
Boy in the beginning
The beginning it was me and you
I was Bonnie you were Clyde
And we were running
We were running for the list we knew (Roll, roll the credits)
But then in the middle
In the middle you went and changed the script
Took a pencil and erased my happy ending
Instead of loving you I feel so sick (Roll, roll the credits)
I know you directed it
I'm sure I produced a bit
So why's that chick stealing my show?
Baby tell me, who is she?
I need to know her name and number
Tell me, who does she hang out with when you're not together?
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me (Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
And tell me how many of your friends you told all about it
They said you working last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too?
Or was I just a fool? (Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Yeah yeah
You worked undercover
Gave her every single line I owned
And it doesn't make me feel any better
That you took her places we would go (Roll, roll the credits)
I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
Tell me, why's that chick playing my role?
Baby tell me, who is she?
I need to know her name and number
Tell me, who does she hang out with when you're not together?
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me (Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
And tell me how many of your friends you told all about it?
They said you working last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too? Or was I just a fool? (Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
I know you directed it I'm sure I produced a bit
I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
We weren't even at the end
But you started auditioning
And let somebody star in my show (Baby)
Tell me, who is she?
I need to know her name and number (I need to know)
Tell me, who does she hang out with (tell me)
When you're not together? (who does she)
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy (aint gonna do nothing so crazy)
I just need you to hear me (I just need you, I just need you to hear me baby) (Roll, roll the credits)
And tell me how many of your friends you told (tell me)
All about it? (who did you tell)
They said you working last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them too? (all of them too)
Or was I just a fool? (oh a fool) (Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Roll the credits
Roll the credits (Roll, roll the credits)
Roll the credits
Roll the credits (Roll, roll the credits)

DEARblog...

2009-04-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

Haha GwenGwen is back!!! From her busy weekday schedule... I gotta finish reading the 'Shao Nian Wen Zhai' and do the Du Hou Gan...

Dunno which story to do ):

Tuition from Sweetiepie's ex-classmate, Bill. (: For very long... like 3 or 4 hours? To clear up the chemistry and physics! Maths is alright, just need more practice, so today morning went to Bras Basah Popular and that Popular was humungous! 4 floors! Found my maths book, and also went to search for some guides i could use for science. (: Starting to love assesment books. O.o

So sad that MaMa Bakery is gonna change soon! Love that obasan, so cute! She's really very nice, hugging me everytime she sees me. She's going back to Osaka, her hometown. She's 70, mind you. I'd love to tell you, obasan, I LOVE YOU!!!

Qi shi wo bu kuai le

2009-04-03T18:27:00.000+08:00

Love this song 其实我不快乐 by 钟嘉欣 or Linda Chung!

离别你不经异地想工作暗天暗地
直到可困倦沉睡不挂念你
情愿我呼天叫地总好过这么顾忌
害怕走往日场地倘碰著你会撑不起

和谁在一起都用来共你相比
就算了不起只可做到我知己
谁若寄望替代你最尾都要放弃只能退避
和谁在一起很自然共你相比
就算游戏笑著也未快乐得起
难道我这寄望有天可失忆找到转机

其实我很不快乐想躲进暗黑街角
泪尽可痛快地流落不知哪日会对爱再有感觉

和谁在一起都用来共你相比
就算了不起只可做到我知己
谁若寄望替代你最尾都要放弃只能退避
和谁在一起很自然共你相比
就算游戏笑著也未快乐得起
难道我在寄望有天可失忆找到转机

和谁人在一起都用来共你相比
就算了不起只可做到我知己
谁若寄望替代你最尾都要放弃只好退避
和谁在一起很自然共你相比
就算游戏笑著也未快乐得起
难道我在寄望有天可失忆
难道这份记念如像空气
欠缺就会死

Common test (Geog)

2009-04-02T17:12:00.000+08:00

Hais... Geography CT3 was... I dunno wad to say... Really, I feel like a fresh fresh fresh man in ZHSS... Dunno how to do Common tests... Hope tomorrow English Compo is easier...

So happy Sunday got birthday party! But i gotta survive tomorrow first... Wanna change my blogskin... still looking for a perfect one though...

YaY!

2009-03-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

Yay! Sweetiepie says she'll buy a cam for me! but i gotta keep the budget lah... Haha... Spotted one which is really cool!!!

And my tamagotchi, finally, after 2 days, evolved into the adults i wanted! So i just need to marry one of them to a suitable person and i get a full family! 'CHILDISH~'

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy going back to school in 18 days! WooHoo!

Procrastination...

2009-03-01T14:40:00.000+08:00

Doing my chinese worksheets and was sooooooo frustrated! My words not nice enough, too fat, too slim, uneven, lop-sided, blah blah blah and all i did was correction-taping and taping and taping... Then decided i'm not doing chinese! But the truth is that i'm procrastinating lah... And my room's so hot, two electric plugs all taken up by my Laptop and my lamp so i can't turn on my fan, and that makes me even more frustrated. Downstairs, at the lodge, there's a crazy man shouting and people poot-ing and others screaming, makes me even more frustrated. Feel like telling them, "Shut the crap up!". Don't want to turn the air-con on, coz recession is here to stay! No money...

Thinking that some of my friends flunk some of their test papers, makes me AGH! What if i flunk almost all! My studies are not all that fantastic... I'd be flunking like even worse. But the good thing about going back to school is all my friends! They're really really nice people! With my mum seal of approval that is... Yeah but i can't do maths, coz i'm stuck and sher said that she wanna help me but she suddenly appeared offline and left me without saying goodbye, and english is all done, geog is all done, chemistry is 'O'level book, which i dunno where to begin, history class not started yet (or i'd do that first thing!), physics is also 'O'level book, and looks like that's all... so i'm only left with chinese! The whole stack of newspaper still sitting there, untouched, laying eggs... HAHA... not read yet.

i took out my chinese work file, the idioms thing is like 205 chinese idioms (those with 4 words), and every week dunno must memorize how many man! Must ask classmates. PLUS LOTS AND LOTS OF SUMMARIES! i dun even know how to write summaries, chinese english wadever! i just have no idea where to start, where to end, how to write... this and that. My mum's explanation, i dun even get it, and sweetiepie will tell me things i dun understand too. Even if i did understand, i dun know if that's what the teachers want.

Now my whole mind is all heaps and heaps of homework. And i'm just afraid if i start chemistry and physics when i return to school, i'd DEFINITELY flunk them. And my chinese is like, i need my dictionary all the time!

But the happy thing is, mummy said that next week we'd be going to buy my uniform and school stuff. YUP! HAHA very happy!

A nice breeze of wind blowing through, but the next thing you know, it's gone. AND THAT CRAZY MAN IS SHOUTING AGAIN! Just now i was like "SHUDDUP LA!". Haha but maybe that's what it's like to be in the city, rush rush, motorcycle sounds, people screaming and bustling around, which makes me think how nice it'd be if i were staying in the country-side.

P.S: Singapore does not have a country-side... BLAH!

My 50th post!

2009-02-17T20:46:00.000+08:00

YAY! This is my 50th post!!!!!... Gwen oh gwen, it's not even the hundredth!!!... okok fine...

LALALA... tomorrow going to school to give talk, can imagine how i'd look when i forget my script... AHHHHHH!!!!! Freaking scary! But i keep telling myself,"I belong to the stage!". BLEH!

HooHoo! Watched an advertisement and they said happy people live 8 years longer then negative people so SMILE! Let me see that smile on your face, with your yellow teeth!

Hah so wish me good luck for tomorrow!

Happiness

2009-02-14T15:54:00.000+08:00

YAY! Happy Valentines Day to all of you! And gratz to Nicolette who went back to school yesterday!

So happy to see others back in school! Hope time will past fast and I will be the next one.

So that's about all la...

xoxo,
GwenGwen

2009-02-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

Sorry it's been so long since I posted. Haha was busy with dad around!

New Year Eve: Went for dinner! Reunion dinner, to be exact!

30thJAN: Went to school to take some homework back! Now immersed in homework! A little looney... I'm a work idiot. >_< Yup...

Doing homework now, to be exact, it's maths homework chapter 1.4 - Square Roots and Cube Roots. Can understand everything so far, and also thanks to sweetiepie who helped me, by a tiney weeny bit. =.=''

Lol met some of my teachers too! My Enlgish and Math Teacher, Ms Lim, Rocks! And the other teachers do too! A bunch of helpful teachers, must be a great year ahead!

xoxo, GwenGwenNg

YAY-ness!

2009-01-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

Today went to see Dr Tan, and I was sooooooooo near to clearing off to remission. But she said wait till 20th, by then she should be able to clear me. BLEH!

Grats to friends:

Angga- for being back in school

Nicolette- for being cleared! And for being able to go back to school next week (though you won't be back in school so soon)

YAY! So nice to hear Dr Tan say, "Very good." or "You can go to school soon."(I've not heard the second one 0.o)

And notice I've striked off Casual Tote Bag? My mum bought one for me! Talk about wish upon a wishing star!

there's no front or back, you choose if you'd like many, or one and show it to others! I like the 'many girls' side. Hehe.

YeaWooHoo!

2009-01-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

Now i'm high-e-i-i! Read this blog post at your own risk!

LOLS! so happy, coz was playing viwawa with simonne and her friends...

couldn't really win mahjongg... got once could almost get one colour but siao, dunno how to play one colour... always ask mummy teach mummy say know pong pong and ping hu can already... haizzz... as for cho dai di, i am so much luckier! gambling queen.... lol...

sunday was high-e-i-i day! LOLS! drunk upon my personal wine- RIBENA! LOVE TO IMITATE OTHERS! no offence yeah?

malaysian: 淹窝我喝得多，最好喝还是增宗平淹窝（just read it as the ping yin and it's damn funny!)
indian: vone day, i vas tokin to my vife, and she say, go holiday on budddget airrline! (make sure you shake your head from side to side)
thai: lis one, one hunled bahhhhht! lat one, two hunled bahhhhht! (at the 'baht' open your mouth big!)

LOL! I've been addicted to retro nite! on okto every mon 11pm-12pm! 11-11.30 is mind your language! so damn funny coz the teacher ask the pupils wad is the milkyway, then the student say, 'choculate' HAHAHAS! ACTUALLY, i oso dunno:P Then 11.30-12 is Allo Allo! that guy was like, answer the phone then, " Allo Allo! Receiving you loud, but... not very clear." LOLZ! I laugh my pants off!

And, last nite, an indian lady called wrong number, somemore keep speaking tamil, then i put down the phone, and my cuzz ask me why i don converse with her in tamil. i regret sia, should've told her, "Zhe ge hao ma bu neng da, da le jiu bao zha" WAHAHAS! Told You I'm High-E-I-I!

So tired...

2008-12-16T12:51:00.000+08:00

Aiyo... So damn tired... Last weekend my daddy came back lar, so go out everyday!!! Buying all the new house's sofas, WC (toiletry), mattress, desk chair... etc.

I totally eyed on a desk chair but coz it's designer it's totally sooooo expensive! 1 desk cahir $900 leh!!! But it is very comfy lar!!! Now can only convince myself not to get that chair and get something cheaper... hais...

Mattress got a super expensive one!!! $2000++ leh!!! Than my dad is like on a shopping spree, buy the furnitures and wanna buy car somemore!!!

Ok so I already postponed Cytarabin for 1 week now and yesterday postponed AGAIN?! Yesterday the blood count really not 靓仔 lor... Sucks like hell!!!

(aka neutrophil or immune) ANC: o.o2
(blood) HGB: 6.17
(platelets) PLT: 53

So got a packet of blood... but lucky my port flushing date is near... so they used my port instead of my already severly damaged vein... hoohoo...

Now I feel like a car stuck in a landslide, gotta wait for everything to clear before I can continue to move on...

My iPod Touch finally got an update! My jie downloaded songs so faster SYNC! New songs inside! Lotsa' Nick Lachey's songs(My sis is his No.1 fan -.-") and I love songs from pussycat dolls including I Hate This Part!!! Damn nice! Dun like to cam whore these few days coz my face is bloated, and I suck in photos... When I get slimmer can? Anyway I going for diet plan... Luckily I got some good dieting advice from someone! He said must at least run 7-8km (two-way) so that the fats under the skin can burn... If you run lesser than that, you won't burn fats but gain fats, coz after the jog, you'll keep eating eating eating!

Haha sis got a cool personal camera and everyone thinks it's a toy camera!!! It's those old school camera and it's soooo small!!! But can develop film de hor!!! My sis went to this camera shop and told the auntie that the film is golden half... ask her if she knows, the auntie gave her a weird face but also accepted the roll of film... when she went back to take, the auntie say these type of film cannot develop, and the worst is she already exposed the film to light, cannot keep and develop anymore... she din even refund the full payment!!! Damn pissed!!!

P.s.: This Thursday school posting is out!!! kanchiong!!! go go vanessa and me into cedar girls'!

The long road...

2008-11-29T13:04:00.000+08:00

From the time I was in ICU, to the diagnosis, to all the pain, to the fits, and again back to the pain, it's finally coming to an end soon...

I don't know what holds in store for me in the near future, but I'll cherish everything from day to day, and definitely not take them for granted... Perhaps I'd been to the corner of death, which enlightened me...

It's true we only learn to cherish only when we're on the verge of death, and that might be too late...

For me, it was definitely a second chance that was given to me for me to get out of that critical condition, and make it here today. Throughout all these, I learned to cherish, to tolerate, to appreciate, to never be afraid to face the music and also, to never be ashamed to cheer yourself on. Sometimes what we really wanna hear is not our parents praising us, but it's us praising ourselves, that we've done a good job.

It is weird praising ourselves, but that's how we appreciate ourselves.

I've just taken 4 jabs home for mum to jab me, and friday I'm getting another 4 jabs... Perhaps on the last jab I would take a picture to show you guys okay?

Sh!t!!!

2008-11-17T09:31:00.000+08:00

Aiyo, last night fever spike once... In hospital now! I want to go back to school to take PSLE results! BUTBUT doctor says if today I don't get another fever reading, tomorrow can go home... which means I can go back to school... *PRAY PRAY*

I pray to all the GODS please allow me to take the results before I get a fever! Until 20th only! Den you want me to stay in the hospital, poke here poke there I don't care... just these few days only! 20th only! Please... just 3 or 2 days!!! Please!!! I beg you!!!

Dear Christmas...

2008-11-15T09:17:00.000+08:00

Christmas is around the corner right??? I've got some christmas presents I totally wanna get!!!

1) Discard my old NDS and get a new NDS lite!!! (the old one is totally filthy and spoilt)(this one's more for 4-yi... *twitches eyebrows* pretty please 4-yi???

and the rest... still thinking... hmm...

Go to my other blog!!!

2008-11-14T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hehes!!! I made another blog... But that one is about my nintendogs NDS and I'm so excited because let's say bye to old games and HI to all new games!!! Thanks kawanNurul for helping me dl them... :DD

So here goes : gwennies-sweeties.blogspot.com

Help me with deciding which type of god to get kkz???

Finished...

2008-11-13T14:35:00.000+08:00

Yesh!!!!! My last ASPA finished! Now I'm sooooo gonna eat my fill! No time to blog... and nothing to blog about also. Just to say I finished all my ASPA!

HomeSweetHome...

2008-11-10T20:33:00.001+08:00

I'm home!!! w00t w00t! I miss home! My bed, my home cooked food... blah blah. Tonight I'm gonna partay!!! And also another thingis that I can rush in time to go to school to collect PSLE results! YESH!!!!!!!!!

And my treatment is ending soon! haha! left last ASPA and I'm done with sickening steroids! Then I can go jogging every evening with big fish and muammy! Then there's my diet planning after all the water retension in my body (I even heard some ppl went to my sis's blog, saw my pic and went back to school yelling,"Gwendaline put on weight!". HMPH!)... So many stuff I gotta do...

Looking forward to :

1)looking for a suitable blogskin
2)move house!
3)PSLE results
4)sec school life!
5)END OF TREATMENT!!!

LOLs... so many things to look forward to!

And also to satisfy miss elene tan's request about how I screamed at the top of my lungs in the ward where my scream could be heard from the ward entrance to the last room... and today, I did it again. I have a solo choir performance in KKH.

The nurses were like running in to see what happened when I was there screaming almost till the last of my breath and trust me! It's no JOKE! I bet NO ONE wants to try...

LYRICS

2008-10-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

Cry - Mandy Moore

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon (yea)
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry (cryyy..)
The moment that I saw you cry
It was late in September
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure...
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
In places no one will find
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (Forever was in your eyes)
It was now that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry (Baby cry)
The moment that I saw you cry (oh, no, no..)
I think I saw you cry
The moment I saw you cry
(Fade out)
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you
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So Simple - Stacie Orrico

(It could all be so simple, simple)
Don't need high heels
For a good feel
You can keep the fancy clothes
I'll take walkin in the rain
Over things material
I'll trade Melrose and the big names
Give me faces that I know
Just play a melody that everybody knows
Take it down, down, down
And strip it to the core
I don't really need much less is more, more, more
[Chorus:]
True to life, true to me
The way it's got to be
So simple, so simple, so simple
Live to love, love to be
Absolutely free
(so simple, so simple, simple)
Give me wisdom, plain and truthful
Teach me somethin I don't know
Plain as education, inspiration I suppose (yeah yeah)
Give me family, on a Sunday
And I'll be just fine
There's nothing in the world
That's worth more of my time
Take it down, down, down
And strip it to the core
I don't really need much less is more, more, more
[Chorus:] [2x]
True to life, true to me
The way it's got to be
So simple, so simple, so simple
Live to love, love to be
Absolutely free
(so simple, so simple, simple)
Livin my dream, is my song to the world
(let 'em hear it)
Sharin' my soul and spirit
I'm hopin that you hear it
Got one (one) life (life) to live (live)
It's only what you make it (make it)
Every new day's a chance worth takin
[Chorus:] [2x]
True to life, true to me
The way it's got to be
So simple, so simple, so simple
Live to love, love to be
Absolutely free
(so simple, so simple, simple)
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I Promise - Stacie Orrico

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

Mapling!

2008-10-27T11:07:00.000+08:00

Hahazzz... Back on track maple... coz got no nice HK serials to watch on youtube... Just finihed when a dog loves a cat, the four, moonlight resonance... etc
and woohoo la femme desperado is here in sg! but in chinese de... in cantonese nicer...

anyways... looking for maple kaki other than zoe ying and vanessa... nobody!!!

and happy birthday ryan kor kor!!! hahas...

this fri starting chemo... sigh ): dun wanna start on steroids!!! i'll start bloating up again... look so ugly... anyways, after all chemo, I and big fish going jogging! shiok boy... very long never jog ler lah...

love the jokes nicholas sent to me! shared it with mum and we laughed our heads of at SGH...
Heyy nicholas, any more? i wait my phone "green green" for more jokes k? ((;
and i sooooo wanna play maple ltr... got kaki? zoe ying??? van got piano exams... so bang... off the list...

My wishes...

2008-10-20T18:06:00.000+08:00

I'm looking forward to GCE O levels finish!!! So my cuzz can come over to my house to play... I've been left to rot these few days... Last night had steamboat and I had my own steamboat again! Tonight going to have tang yuan! So excited! So long never eat! And Ryan kor kor's bday coming soon... Dunno wad to get... Mayb just make card? And VanVan's bday oso comin'... my mum allow me to drive down to her house to pass me her prezzie, provided I stay in the car... Better than nothing lah... Now I gotta think of wad she might want... hmph...

TANYA-chan canot dance!!!

2008-10-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

TANYA-chan's head is too HEAVY... It keeps "dropping" down... Mummy's tryin' to steal my money!!! wahh! Me myself dunno I'm so rich... Simonne snatch MIMI-chan!!!

Anyways... 2nd day of RT finished!!! After a few more months, i can say proudly,"I'm a cancer SURVIVOR!" soooo looking forward!

ANDand mama promised me to let me sit in the car while she goes to school hall to take my results! I wish to see my friends soooo soooo much!!! Missing you guys!!!

Sometimes... It's not as bad...

2008-10-14T12:57:00.000+08:00

Today went for Radiotherapy... 8 mins?! bullshit la! not even 5 mins lor! Just finish then went home... Remembered my MIMI-chan and TANYA-chan! My two CUTIES!!!

Made them pose with OUR favourite new gadget! Rite... Tama-de-chi! Ver 5! hehe! oops... it pooed on me again... (like hamster on my daddy... anyhow do buisness...? XD)

Ryan kor-kor's com can finally upload pics! hehe!

Here's MIMI-chan dancing to Right here(Departed)- Brandy. She's quite the dancer rite?! TANYA-chan! I'm sending you to dance classes!

Hehe... My two CUTIES with tama-de-chi! CUTE!!! XD I love 'em!

Yoz!

2008-09-25T19:47:00.001+08:00

LOL... today i did my EL Prelims at home... and of course i timed myself la... WAHH!!! I did part a and then part b and half-way... i had to have lunch(and with me sick, i'll have to have it PIPING hot). And timer canot pause! So.............. i ate on my right hand and wrote with my left. Isn't that great?! And I had 1 hr and 20 mins left. CLEVER? clever aleck la... see my marks how la... it wasn't all that difficult... Only that i have little confidence on my chinese coz it's been SOOOO long since i wrote in chinese till bai lao shi came... and i could only memorize 10 good sentences... I am so disappointed in myself... Maybe I'll use my science instead of chinese to get two A* and 2 A... but of course I MUST continue with HCL!!! Disappointment is enuf! I dun wanna give up... I'm so afraid of compo... I'm avoiding it... I don't feel like doing it. I wish i'll do well in my other subs coz i read upon a friend's blog and she did quite well for it. STRESS can? but cannot stress la... I dedicate each and every day to studies!!!~

Tada! Ciao! Adieus! Bye...~

Squirrel Tales...

2008-09-19T18:47:00.001+08:00

Through a volunteer in CCF, I found out about this site: The never-ending Squirrel Tales

Some people made these meaningful idioms or sentences...

"A good sense of humor helps us in many ways. It helps us understand the orthodox, tolerate the unpleasant, overcome the unexpected, and survive the unbearable."
—Gene Brown

A joyful heart is good medicine, But a broken spirit dries up the bones.
—Wise King Solomon Proverb 17:22

And this was my favourite...

"What Cancer Cannot Do

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Cancer is so limited.....

It cannot cripple love

It cannot shatter hope

It cannot corrode faith

It cannot destroy peace

It cannot kill friendship

It cannot suppress memories

It cannot silence courage

It cannot invade the soul

It cannot steal eternal life

It cannot conquer the spirit.

-Source Unknown"

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JUST STAND UP♥

2008-09-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

This song is dedicated to all cancer patients including me! XD Hope you get the courage from here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IQACcTi3KIk

hope you like it!

Miiss EUUH!!!

2008-09-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

I miss my school friends so much larz! But din expect to see my school friends THERE! THERE! At the hospital!!! Wahh... scare me like hell. Saw Trevor at KK hospital clinic P. Know how I saw him? He was in school attire! LOLS! and that mushroom hair and sling bottle. My mum said he looks like a good boy. Hehe...

Today's PSLE listening quite diffi... Some of my friends think so too! That means I'm not a dorkie! =))

2008-08-16T17:16:00.000+08:00

Lol... Today Mrs Lee came to coach me. My SA1 was quite disappointing. But she said some were above average. So of course I had to be satisfied with it.

Thinking monday gotta go back to the sickening hospital.>:(
Hey guys. Go to this shockwave site: http://www.shockwave.com/gamelanding/superspa.jsp

nice game!

I'm back!

2008-08-09T15:54:00.000+08:00

It's me! I'm back from the sickening hospital... ((:

It's feels good to be home, but I can't sleep! I woke up 5 times in the middle of the night, twice becoz of nightmares and the rest coz I just couldn't get to sleep, or my joints were giving me hell! How long will it last?!

My joints hurt like crazy, and I'm hungry, and I can't sleep. What else can I do in the middle of the night?

It doesn't feel good rolling around in the bed with nothing to do. So how?! And I feel sooo bad for waking mum up every now and then.

Sian

2008-08-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

I don't even feel like walking 1 metre out of bed, away from my computer, I just feel like being tied to the floor with a thousand pound dumbbells!

Some say I'm lazy~ FINE
Some say I'm gloomy~ FINE
Some say I'm spoilt~~~ EH! I'm sooo not!

Been eating, drinking, sleeping reapeatedly... My muscles are SOO weak that's I can't even lift and cross them on my roller chair! How PATHETIC! I don't even want to stand from my bed to turn the light off.. etc.

And been receiving smses saying wad hunrgry ghost festival, becareful of water. PUI! Like whole month don drink water?! Tomorrow is my next ASPA.. :S I swear I'm soo gonna scream the whole building down! And I'm soo easily pek chek! Wish the whole ASPA thingy finished ASAP! Imagine even 17 year-olds can cry during ASPA! Then wad abt me?! I'm just 12!!! >:0

Take things as they come lah...

Penta. Used to it.

2008-08-02T15:54:00.000+08:00

Used to it alr.. So today's session finished in 20 mins bah. Improvement. (: Today dunno why suddenly feel like brining a toy with me, so I brought my new friend Kang. (Kangaroo from VANessa.) My bag ring too big, he can't even hang! So i just stuff him in my side bag pocket. Soo cute! He went to PENTA, Conrad and shopping with us.

But after start DEXA so sian. Dun feel like walking, shopping. Just feel like throwing myself on the bed and if mum can get "Garden of Purple Dragon", read it. It is an interesting book, and maybe.. just maybe, ZOEying will like it. Interesting, yet not a fiction book. Inspired by Dao De Jing, an ancient chinese work written more than 2500 years ago. The Dao forms the basis of the Chinese Philosophy Daoism and encourages people to lead a simple, honest life with as little interference with nature as possible.

The story stopped at seeing the purple stone, which was also a dragon egg, hatch. Now this dlave, Ping, is responsible of taking care of this baby dragon, the previous dragon's offspring.

And this author, Carole Wilkinson, has also some Egyptian books. Again, they are non-fiction, and adventurous. Which attracts me rite?! So excited and can't wait for mum to search the book!

So happy!

2008-08-01T19:49:00.000+08:00

Today Mrs Lee came to my house to coach me- and i got a 10/10 for picture discussion, 10/10 for conversation and we din do reading(: But i'm sure reading's my forte rite? ;) So happy with these results!

And today i just finished my 2nd fav book, DragonKeeper. There's a second series to it! I want to get my hands on it! It's called "Garden of the Purple Dragon" (tsk, tsk mummy! hint hint!)

Tomorrow PENTA... Sian loh! Dun feel like going. :i

ASPA

2008-07-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

Today ASPA I scream like nobody's buisness. Pain sia! Ask them to squeeze my arm harder dunno how to listen. Don't feel pinch pain, feel med pain. OMG! Burns my muscles. Very pain. Now already passed a few hours but still got a little bit of burning pain. Now even press lightly still pain. Mummy!!! Faster come back to help me apply warm water! Very painful!!! T.T

Aspa, Vincristine, Adramycin...

2008-07-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

So packed schedule during July End- August 10th
August 8th- Admission for Cyclofosfamide
August 9th- Holiday... No one to discharge me... :( Extra day in hospital...
August 10th- Discharged... Finally!

Aspa!!! Phobias leh! Burns your muscles then the whole Treatment Room got my scream... Mummy must go in with me yahs!!!

Adramycin and Vincristine! Adramycin make me feel like puking... Feel so so so sick!
Give me moral support, readers! ;) Alamak. August 7th go see radiologist. Don even know must take IT or take radiology. Now my veins poke until got scarring. Cannot poke le lar! Somemore must take blood from vein, watever sh!t!

FBC until Cell budding, Binary Fission and Cell division also cannot repair liao la! Press my finger oso damn pain. Oh my tian!

Faster go on to next year without any hurdles bah!!! Wanna get cured and start SEC 1!
Now I got new chinese tutor! WEN JIE!!! And Mrs Lee just given me Maths SA1 and Science SA1 and Chinese SA1! Aiyo!!! Must Chiong for PSLE liao. Taking in hospital. LOL.

LYRICS

2008-07-25T15:09:00.000+08:00

Disturbia ~Rihanna
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
(Whats wrong with me?) Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
(Why do I feel like this?) Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
(I'm goin' crazy now) Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

No more gas, in the rig
(Can't even get started)
Nothing heard, nothing said
(Can't even speak about it)
I'mma light on my head
(Don't wanna think about it)
Feels like I'm going insane, yeah

It's a theif in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort

Put on your break lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Faded pictures on the wall
(It's like they're talkin to me)
Disconnectin' all the calls
(The phone don't even ring)
I gotta get out, oh
Figure this shit out
It's too close for comfort ohh

It's a theif in the night to come and grab you
It can creep on inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
I feel like a monster oohh

Put on your break lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
(Disturbia) Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Release me from this curse I'm in
Tryin' to maintain but I'm struggling
If you can go
Think I'm gonna ahhhh

Put on your break lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Your minds in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scarin' you tonight
Disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
(Disturbia) Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

This is me ~Mitchie & Shane

(Verse 1)
Always been the kind of girl that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say
But I have this dream right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time
To let you know, to let you know

(Chorus)
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

(Verse 2)
Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

(Chorus)
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

(Verse 3)
Joe:
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you

Demi & Joe:
I gotta find you
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be

(This is me) You're the missing piece I need the song inside of me
(This is me) You're the voice I hear inside my head
(Yeah) The reason that I'm singing

Joe & Demi:
Now I've found
Who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

So Small ~Carrie Underwood
Yeah, yeah

What you got if you ain't got love
The kind that you just want to give away
It's ok to open up
Go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
You wanna shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
And when you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem
So small

It's so easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big at the time
It's like a river that's so wide it swallows you whole
While you're sitting around thinking about what you can't change

And worrying about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
You better make it count cause you can't get it back
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, and when you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem
So small, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
And then you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh, it sure makes everything else seem
So small

Yeah, yeah

Flipside ~The Click Five
It's been a long long time since everything was cool
I shoulda seen it coming but i guess i'm not the only fool
there's something growin on the outside
too much missin on the inside
should i waste my time and let you lead me on and on
and on and on?

waiting for the day when i'm complete
without you i'm
doing what i can to let you be
making sure there's nothing showing on the outside
something's dying on the inside
i'm still broken but i'm free
i'll see you on the flipside

i've got a bruised up heart
but i'm still hanging out
i should take it easy but i'm still gonna get around
there's something growing on the outside
too much missing on the inside
should i waste more time when everything is done
and done and overdone

waiting for the day when i'm complete
without you i'm
doing what i can to let you be
making sure there's
nothing showing on the outside
somethings dying on the inside
i'm still broken but i'm free
i'll see you on the flipside

i'll see you on the flipside
nothing showing on the outside
somethings dying on the inside
waiting for the day when i'm complete
doing what i can to let you be
nothing showing on the outside
somethings dying on the inside
i'm still broken but i'm free
i'll see you on the flipside

One Step At a Time ~Jordin Sparks
da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da
da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

HOOK
You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet
Wonderin' when, where and how you're going to make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you getting all kinda impatient
Waiting, we live and we learn

CHORUS
To take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da
da da da um da da
da da da ba um da da

You believe, and you doubt
You're confused, and got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

HOOK
You wanna show the world but no one knows yours name yet
Wonderin' when, where and how you're going to make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face and the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you getting all kinda impatient
Waiting, we live and we learn

CHORUS
To take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer (you can't wait)
But there's no end in time (when you need to find the strength)
It's your faith that makes you stronger (the only way we get there)
The only way we get there
Is one step at a time

To take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love (Falling in love)
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly, or falling in love (Falling in love)
It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen
And we find the reasons why
One step at a time

7 Things ~Miley Cyrus
I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear
My dear

The seven things I hate about you
The seven things I hate about you
Oh you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh
You make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them
Just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking seven steps here

The seven things I hate about you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them
Just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the seven that I like

The seven things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes
Your old Levis
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

You do, oh
Ooh, ooh, ooh oh
Ooh, ooh, ooh oh

Argh!

2008-07-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

So much homework and yesterday and day before in hospital. Must chiong homework!!!

LOL! Got some new songs to update! They're the best songs!

Dun know Mrs Lee comin' anot. 3.10pm still dun see her...

Haha! Shopping!

2008-07-23T11:35:00.000+08:00

LOL! Yesterday went to see Dr Tan if I shld take Radiation or IT coz of my fits :X
So went for my FBC... OUCH! New lab assistant poke so painful!!! Then see AH MOY. So now still in dilemma. RT scared damage my brain coz MRI still saw something in there.
IT scared my fits come back. If use diffi med, scared cancer
relapse.

So scared! But 船到桥头自然直 so now wait lo. But good news is FBC my immune is 2.6! Normal ppl is 4-8 but for us 1 must thank heaven liao. So 2 is bery good! So we went out shopping... For my shoes! There it is. Beatiful hand-drawn shoes!

Hey here are some cute funny prank call vids for you guys. :P laugh until I fall off my chair. Ranking from best to boring:

1)Coke to COCK= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIW8WfqoJUA&feature=related

2)April Fools Prank= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybJQk5RZTb4&feature=related
(check this web for the identity(Soo)= http://987fm.sg/portal/site/987fm/menuitem.8c0c3d4f796c7fd505021c101e1000a0/?vgnextoid=dd8e039d71888110VgnVCM1000001f0aa8c0RCRD)

3)Greatest Prank Call EVER= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5z4Vs26-TI

4)Muttons At Midnight! Birthday Surprise&YOU COMPLAIN!= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJ89oW5MYLA&NR=1

5)Yet another Prank Call= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpxNEHEv7T0

6)Maple as Muttons to Midnight Decipher Love Songs= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kBKQqQj67tc

7)How to save a life= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KV3J0srybXI&feature=user

That's all. Some funny and some good. Go watch them!

Boring!

2008-07-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

I'm bored to the pit of hell!!! There's nuthin' to do, all my games are finishing, my sister's either at school or doing her work or sleepin' so she DEFINITELY has no time to play with me. My mum's at work, and I think I just finished surfing the whole World Wide Web! I need some game websites! Pretty please! Or I'll be sleeping whole day throughout.

So scared of MRI... So noisy and claustrophobic. Feels like being in the stomach of a living thing (i.e snake). Argh!!! Thinking of that scares me off. And I've found some shoes online that look nice but my mum says she'll bring me after my MRI. After MRI totally no mood alr can?! Then Saturday. Don't even know if got too many ppl anot. Plus must go thru MRI the next day then buy. Somemore thot Wednesday can go but mum's boss in town so Big fish bring. Then straight come home. So like totally full schedule liao. Sian!!!

Take me away
A secret place
A sweet escape
Take me away

Take me away
To better days
Take me away
To better days -- Pocketful of sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield

Yo!

2008-07-11T10:34:00.000+08:00

Check out my new songs! They're quite new! Listen to them before you go!

Big head prawn!

2008-07-10T17:33:00.000+08:00

Haha! Today chemo i thought would be dripping from the IV stand for 4 hours but when putting in needle, i asked them and they said it wasn't! They just injected it in, pulled out the needle, and told me I can go home...?! @.@ wah!!! Big head prawn! 大头虾! So funny! When I got back to the day therapy room, I told my mum, "Go home le loh!". She -huh-ed me then we went home! Well... not really home... We went shopping for clothes! So nice clothes! LOL! And enjoy the songs on my ipod!

So today a change of medicines... Now I'm eating the one that'll make me a big fat pig!!! >:( but if it can save my life I don't mind! ((: Lol. I found mrs.lee came to my blog... SO HONOURED! haha!

Yo!

2008-07-05T15:50:00.000+08:00

Is this template a little more mature for me? Agree that it IS beautiful! And I found some of my friend's blogs so I wish for more links! Today is a laggy day... Doin' nothing but playing with blog and today Daddy's comin' home!!! WooHoo! So I'm goin' out to RE-lax!

Bad News!!!

2008-07-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hi readers! Sowwie it's beeen SOOOOO long since I blogged, aunties and mom keep nagging me to post. So, here I am! Well, so yesterday I went back to the hospital to see the doctor, and I thought I could skip the Spinal Puncture.. But the doctor continued with it but changed the medicine. (Wonder if I told you, the previous medicine landed me with fits and in the ICU)

So I was kinda... dunno... scared? And chemo is starting next week. Really afraid. No time to be afraid actually, coz tryin' to study for PSLE. Some of my classmates thinks I'm lucky bcoz I don have to go to school and don have to study for PSLE, but I don wanna be lucky. I gave myself a chance. I'm so not giving myself a chance to relax!!!

So... I'm not giving myself a chance to be lucky!

Tribute to Qi Fang

2008-06-06T16:46:00.000+08:00

Qi Fang,

I totally understand what we are going through and some ppl say I'm strong but I think you're stronger... U gone thru more and suffered more. I know it's a difficult battle, but doctors and medication can never make these miracles. It's us. Only we can make these miracles. Think positive, and believe there's a sun and a sky waiting for you at the end, no matter how long. It's terribly painful and really horrible, but we can pull thru. Help us and look over us from where u are.

I hope you're happy where you are, and i really hope to see the smile u had the first time i saw you... it was beautiful and radiant. It was the best smile. But slowly, u smiled lesser. And that mini smile became a frown. Remember to smile yea? Even from where u are.

To all, I will stay strong and show cancer that it's not so easy to beat us. When u have the will, u have a way. Complications have happened, but my good recovery has made me understand that I have the strong will to live. I have a good future awaiting for me after this battle, and i will never give up, and dissapoint myself. After all, it's so far out right? The doctors were happy that i woke up 1 day after my fits and i believe i have to thank myself for that. My will to live was so strong that when i woke up, i already felt a boost of strength that kept me going on.

I'm grateful that i have good support, and I WILL GET WELL! ^_^

Scary...

2008-05-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

I've been to that Hell Level 2 CICU 2 times,...
I've suffered the pain twice,...
This time three more pains,...
But the risk of me near hell was still there,...
Wahh!!!!!! I woke up... found myself in the ICU room... doing IT... by Mary Anne... Lucky...
I wanted to talk... found that no words could come out of my mouth... Then I remembered what last happenned...

I was in ward 76... crying like crazy and couldn't control myself... Then Ma and Dr Joyce were telling me to relax... then conk*!

I was totally unconcious.

Back to ICU...
Mum came rushing in after IT... Speechless me with the urinary catheter and respirator and feeding catheter started trying signalling to Mum why I was so stiff and painful...

In total, there were 8 plugs on me (plus port) and I was in pain...

Then, when I got better, the next day, Fion told me that my best best friend, Qi Fang had passed away...
She was lacking oxygen that morning when I could talk... but she took off the oxygen mask... which means she din wanna suffer anymore... Then she left... as a pretty little girl...

I now still remember ICU as moi choice of THE SCARIEST place of all KKH...

Ps: R.I.P Qi Fang... We will always remember you, a young sunshine girl and I promise when I get well, I will buy a beautiful cake and eat together with you!

Oh no... What have I done!

2008-05-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

Dua yi was cooking the table cloths in the kitchen and I was bathing... Suddenly I heard "AH!!!" and as I think everyone would guessed it, my dua yi scalded her own toes. I feel like damn bloody bad for it. I mean, one of the reasons is me, rite? But I try not to think lidat... Sometimes it just comes up to me--- :B Nites my goodie readers!

Home! I miss my pillow, my EVERYTHING!

2008-05-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

Help! In the hospital... Everyday must test my own blood, give my own insulin(For ppl who dunno, is something to keep the glucose under control) haha--- Must admit; it's fun (SICKO)! But now on low carbo diet, all bcoz of my medicine I become diabetic... I want my rice!!! (RICE)!!! I am NOT diabetic .. It came out from the sickening chemo drug... Been thinking nowadays they say diabetes I feel so MALU. U know, like a big girl like me AIN'T a SWEETTOOTH! HAHA! ... I can control food OKAY! This is BY THE CHEMO. So mum was telling ward 76 nurses, " It's not infection! NO cough! NO flu! I'm PERRFECTLY fine! SO BORED HERE! The nurses here have no idea who I am... and ME, myself, have no idea who they are! LOL!

The food here seriously... OMG! Like hey allow me to order CHEE CHEONG FUN tt day... And the CHEE CHEONG FUN here is n0t disgusting... Better then other stuff on the menu... AND I MADE SURE THE PIECE OF PAPER SAY CAN EAT! But the dietician change it into WHOLE MEAL BREAD WIF BUTTER!

So super BEK CHEK( FRUSTRATED )... Plus DEXA so I was like throwing TANTRUMS at my OH SO LOVELY mummy! I AM TERRIBLY SORRY! These few days, my SUPER SUNSHINE personality just VANISHED! I tried not to loose the cool, but I just 'vomitted' it out...

Due to mummy, tomorrow have GRILLED TOMATO and CHICKEN HAM and BAKED BEANS! The dietician had better NOT change anything!!! OH! Chicken Ham LEI! But also, don't put high hopes; the kitchen here is SUPER dissapointing! LOL! okay... Goo' night!

*Venting frustrations so please DO NOT feel OFFENDED by the CAPS and stuff... Treat it as underlines and bolds... :DD

Apologies!

2008-05-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

Sorry lorhz! Not been posting coz in the hospital... and anyways... nothing happens in the hospital... So nothing to update...

IT...

2008-04-23T18:56:00.001+08:00

Yup... yesterday, after I came home, I felt like puking because of the medicine and my spine still hurts after IT... I was thinking about nominating my blog to te youthsixzero thingy... how bout that? pls comment on the tagboard... thanks

never scared... numbness...

2008-04-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is IT... vinristine... blahblah... another day wasted in hospital... everything ready- laptop, ipod touch, nintendo ds... no more phobias... so numb... no feelings at all... but wait!!! aspa!!! sh!t! difficult border to cross... few times in a week... and it's so like what my sweetiepie says fire injection @.@ Nobody can understand rite? Today is such and boring day... the thot of going back in to the hospital really sucks huh... juz stay in there and struggle... for 1 yr... IT is still okay... but... oh no! Dexa... die... eat alot again.. until my face like full moon... tell myself must control.... next time go out not pretty ler... HAHA!!!

I felt so sad when rumors passed thru the class saying I am bald... is there a prob with that?! Like I'm not in class then u tease me... haiz...

Scared... :S

2008-04-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is penta... so i'm terribly afraid... I'm afraid i'll be like the last time... started crying half-way...

Penta uses a bitter liquid and the it will evaporate into water vapour... and we're supposed to breathe it in... It isn't a pleasant smell... and if it was long time ago me, I would be vomting... that's why I'm stronger right?

Happy Birthday... To Me! Part ll

2008-04-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

And this... and this...

these are from kai ye and kai ma (godpa and godma)

the books are from kai gu ma (godaunt) and the jacket is from my dad's long time good friend, uncle chiu and their family.

this is from social worker- shin jung aka jungy on the tagboard. Creative idea.. and beautiful... she used a 6 for G, 3 1's for W, 3 for E and 3 1's for N

super glam star chain from Wen Pin!

large strawberry shortcake plushie and 'we're pullin' for you' figurine all from mrs lee... my all fav! esp. the 'we're pullin for you'... i can imagine wat it means and it keeps my spirits up to get better... and it came with membership... lol... haha!!!

And that's abt all (i guess...) i'm so happy!!! and let me show u something...

Haha... sweetiepie caught a flu and we had to wear masks out together for those few days ... so... on the first day, sweetiepie and i got sick of everyone looking at us so we wrote : This is our fashion! Haha!!! The people stared at us more... but we wrote that hoping that ppl will be courteous and start wearing masks when they don't feel well... it's like advertising... right?

Happy Birthday... To Me!

2008-04-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

Ha-ya! It's my birthday... well... 1 day ago... haha! I'm so happy I got so many presents! But first... let's talk abt the party...

My auntie baked a cake, made finger-food and the best of all of that, is the vip, Mrs Lee! She's like super duper good... She volunteered to come to my house to teach me every week and she even bought me a present... which was my all-so favourite!!!

Presenting........ The presents!!!

These were from my social worker, Fion! I like the cute bear and the book is confidential... coz it's my diary... heh XD

This playdo cake is from Qi Fang!!! Haha... love it coz it's sooo real!

This PC game is from sweetiepie!!! Love it coz me and mom play it every nite!

To be continued....

Life goes on...

2008-04-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

I'm back! After 8 days in the hospital--wahh! After chemo, caught a fever. Sians... in the hospital with my mouth full with ulcers and my dry, pathetic lips... a slight smile would just crack them! Anyway, came back home... and had my home-cooked food! Whee!

When I came home, I suddenly found a song that sticks to my life... that is Life Goes On by Leanne Rimmes. The lyrics, from the chorus, makes lots of sense and it makes me happy listening to it!

Oh life goes on

And it's only gonna make me strong

It's a fact, once you get on board

Say good-bye cause you can't go back

Oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right

Where I'm at, is my life before me

And this feelin' that I can't go back

Life goes on [repeat 2X]

This is one part, and there are many parts to it... I'll post them all out... really meaningful! JYJY all cancer patients! We must believe that one day, we will get well and be the child we were!

Two pics here to show all my readers... haha... will explain them then...

This, is the treatment room... the name gives it away... and cries have filled this fearful place... kids hate it here... but is there a choice? This is where the bone marrow, IT, and plug inserting is done...

Okay... this is the ward entrance so WELCOME!!!

you may wanna think "wat's this gotta do with the hospital?" well... this agv gadget sends our files and food around! My cheeky baby boyfriend, Max, always likes to chase it and say "Roach!" haha! he's so cute! Next time intro the nurses! Cya!

The Super Huge CHANGE...

2008-03-24T04:39:00.000+08:00

Soon after I got sick, sweetie pie really changed her attitude towards me...
Last time, she would fight with me all day long but now, she would volunteer to help me download music and go to the hospital and play in the playroom with me.
Now, she has become a real good big sister to me (although we still fight)...
So the more I shuld jia you and get well fast!
Today, I learnt a japanese sentence which my auntie told me was helpful... and that is: nihon-go wakara nai ne-which is japnese language I don't understand!
Coz in japan, people will just kip asking... if you say I don't understand in japanese, they will just keep asking... so u must say this...
My list of japanese words : okasan-mother
otosan-father
arigato gazaimasu-thank you
ohayo gazaimasu-good morning
sumimasen-sorry
oyasuminasai-good night
puriti-pretty
kyarameru-caramel
mafin-muffin
ichigo-strawberry
choko-chocolate
pai-pie
kibou-hope
lol... learned from online japanese translator and japanese anime show subtitles... hahaha...

In life, there are good times and bad times...

2008-03-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

Here I am... I finally made a blog... but wait!! I thought of what to write for half an hour??!! I am so totally clueless I spent so long... Anyway... many of my classmates came to me, asking me WHY I have been missing school for so long... Truth is I want to go to school, but I can't go to school. On November 3rd, I was officially diagnosed with leaukemia(blood cancer) and now I'm under chemo... which are refered to as cytotoxic poison. Lols... CHIMNOLOGY...

I'm here as the leukemia ambassador... any questions about leukemia, you can ask me under the tagboard... take care of yourself... as the feeling of going under medication sucks...

Some of you may wish to be sick and get an MC to skip one day's school (especially when there's a lesson taught by a horrible teacher) but trust me... I really miss school... I miss those days when I could run during P.E. lesson... when I could go out and have japanese food, steak... etc

But why would this thing happen to me? I mean Singapore itself has tens over thousand of people but why me? Then when I went to the hospital ward, I found out I wasn't alone!

Many other children have already gone through what I was going to go through and some go through even more even if they're younger. There are children ranging from 1 month(baby)-15. Now comes the story of my best friend, Tan Qi Fang.

She's just seven, but she really went thru alot and I really look up to her. She has gone under big surgeries, one involving a tumor near her heart, scans, and the prison(Bone Marrow Transplant Room). Most children who go in stay for at least a month, and some stay for as long as to 5 months. But she was able to go thru it. Children in the cannot come out for that period of time which is, no joking, at least a month! But she was so strong! She came out in about two months! Many of these children here are brave fighting warriors. We must go thru all these bravely, and find the rainbow we have been looking for at the end of the storm.

It will be a tough journey ahead or even now, but when it's all over, we become stronger and will learn to cherish our own lives...

Here are some pictures...